Exams! Goodluck!

Like always... end of the semester, its exam time..
Im lucky im not that stress out yet... im facing it with full confidence and GOD in my heart... I know that HE will help me through out this period of time..I want to thank HIM for it...

  Studying with smile on my face and i really had a good sleep during exam week.. hopefully it will be fine and have good result...

All the best everyone... and have a blast answering your paper... dont leave any space blank.. hehehehhehe *walaupun merepek...*
Just have your rifle ready and shoot at your target...

Is it okay?

 

Its okay to cry.. no! its not okay.. im sad and im weak
Its okay to miss someone...no! its not okay.. im lost without you
Its okay to say goodbye..no! its not okay ... im alone
Its okay to be jelous...no! its not okay.. its killing me inside
Its okay to be happy... no! its not okay.. i dont want it to end
Its okay to be apart.. no! its not okay.. i want you here close to me
Its okay not to call.. no! its not okay.. i want to hear your voice
Its okay not to meet..no! its not okay.. i want to see your face and eyes
Its okay not to say ' I LOVE YOU'.. no! its not okay.. i want you to know how i feel

My life is empty without you.. Because you are the reason I wake up in the morning.  You're alone and no one else.. 
WHAT I FEEL NOW IT'S NOT OKAY !

Under a Sakura Tree

A cherry blossom is the name for the flower of cherry trees known as Sakura. They will go to parks, shrines and temples with family and friends and hold a "flower viewing party" known as HANAMI. Hanami festivals celebrate the beauty of Sakura, and for many, it is a chance to relax and enjoy the beautiful view.

Cherry blossom is an omen of good fortune and is also an emblem of love, affection and represents spring. Cherry blossoms are an enduring metaphor for the fleeting nature of life, and as such are frequently depicted in art.Cherry blossoms are richly symbolic, and have been utilized often in Japanese art, manga, anime, and film, as well as at musical performances for ambient effect.the extreme beauty and quick death, has often been associated with mortality.

In its colonial enterprises, imperial Japan often planted cherry trees as a means of "claiming occupied territory as Japanese space".During World War II, the cherry blossom was used to motivate the Japanese people, to stoke nationalism and militarism among the populace.

Japan gave 3,000 sakura as a gift to the United States in 1912 to celebrate the nations' then-growing friendship. The sakura trees continue to be a popular tourist attraction (and the subject of the annual National Cherry Blossom Festival) when they reach full bloom in early spring.

Cherry blossoms and leaves are edible and both are used as food ingredients in Japan. The blossoms are pickled in salt and umezu and used for coaxing out flavor in wagashi or anpan. Salt-pickled blossoms in hot water is called sakurayu and drunk at festive events like weddings in place of green tea. Leaves, mostly Oshima cherry because of the softness, are also pickled in salted water and used for sakuramochi. Since the leaves contain coumarin, however, it is not recommend to eat them in great quantity.

There are many legends about the cherry tree in Japan, for example the Old Man and the Cherry Tree and the tale of the Cherry Tree of the Milk Nurse O-Sode, furthermore blossoming cherry trees were not only a sign to begin the rice planting season but also linked to divination of the forthcoming harvest. With Shinto beliefs in the spirits or kami inhabiting and embracing all facets of the natural world it is unsurprising that the celebration of Hanami became so popular among the Japanese people.

Although not much I can say about Sakura Flowers, the beauty itself speaks louder...

Top of all,I wish I can be under a Sakura tree when all the flowers falls on me.... *Speechless*

Its Official- Giving Away My Organ

It is  official that i am an organ donor on the 20.10.2010... I went to Hospital Sg.Buloh together with my friends and fill up a form to be an organ donor .

Organ donation is the removal of the tissues of the human body from a person who has recently died, or from a living donor, for the purpose of transplanting. Organs and tissues are removed in a surgical procedure. At the time of death the organ, tissue, or eye recovery agency will make a determination, based on the person's medical and social history of which organs/tissues are suitable for transplantation.

Organ donation typically takes place after brain death, the irreversible loss of all brain functions, including the brain stem. Tissue donation can take place after brain death or cardiac death (the irreversible loss of cardiovascular function)~Wikipedia.

At 1st i changed my mind to fill up the form. but then, i realize that if today is not the day, when it will be?

 

The main reason i wanted to be one because i want to give other people chance to live when i die. Giving them 2nd chance to live and be happy would be great feeling for me although im dead.
Right now, it is my own decision. i havent inform my family yet.but hopefully, they will support beacuse it is a noble action  i want to do before i die.

I wish i can see the person's face when given chance to live.I dont want to waste my organ to be buried 6 feet under. This is because im taking care of my organ perfectly now and it would be a waste if to be wasted like that.
In fact, i want my organ scattered all over the place. I wish my bone is somewhere at school lab for anatomy for education purposes, my Cornea is somewhere maybe in Korea,and my heart is somewhere special with unknown person and my lung somewhere with people who really wants another chance to breath.

Be one and make ur life more meaningful. By helping others, ur life will be blessed with unconditional love and prosperity...

Is It a Crush Or Really Love....?

Crush is liking someone and you get nervous when you see them and it's mostly attraction and lust.  It is also unexplainable by words. A crush is a form of love *just temporary. It's the kind of feeling that hits you one day and you will start thinking about that person a lot and maybe daydreaming of what it would be like to be with that person.

I think love is when you really like someone for who they are. They always make you happy when you see them, and you always want to try to make them happy too. It just that a crush and love have lots in comment but the only thing is that love don't fade away as easily as a crush does.

When you have a crush you think you love them, but after a while if you don't tell him/her and you're not showing that you have any interest in him/her it'll just fade away faster than you think it would. As for love, it doesn't go that easily.

There is also a difference between loving someone and being in love with someone. I love a lot of people - for who they are, how I feel when I'm around them, and the respect I have for the person. I'm only in love with one person.
It is not a feeling that can easily be described.
There is an underlying feeling that you are "in it" together  and you trust that this person is always looking out for your best interest, as you do theirs.
Then there's the passion sometimes it's stronger than other times and it changes as the relationship grows, but is always a part of your life.

Crushes usually happen to younger people who are still growing and learning about themselves. To experience true and deep love, they need to know and love themselves before they can truly love another person.

So, ask yourself... Is it a crush or really love...

Little Acts of Kindness - BIG Difference

1. Say "Good morning" to strangers.
2. Say "I love you" to someone you love.
3. Take a minute to direct someone who is lost, even though you're rushing.
4. Say "please" and "thank you"and really mean it.
5. Simply say "I'm sorry" when you're wrong.
6. Don't interrupt when someone is explaining
7. Ask someone "How are you ?"—and then really listen to their response
8. Simply Smile
9. Facebook -Post something on your friend's wall
10.Share interesting story or jokes with your friend.

I am in the process of doing this all .... Wanted number 2... but... lolz
I am trying to make a difference and I am sure that you also capable of doing such action...

This Is For You Guys

This is for my dearest friends..

My life isn't that complete without you all.. My everyday life is great and full of new experience that i encounter so far...Life would be boring and lonely without you all. I just want to say thanks that you've have given me such a wonderful experience to live...

We've been through everything togther in happiness and sadness..
Time has gone so fast without us realizing it..

 
This is not a goodbye note.But this is a note that I want to treasure all the memories in my life...

This is especially for my mopongou friends, my beloved classmates, and my best friendssss forever and ever that I've met, to my seniors (aunties,uncle.cousin).
To my UiTM friends that I've spent 1 and a half year knowing I really miss u guys....

I really wanted to express my gratitude that I'm surrounded by most beautiful people in thier own ways. They helped me to grow and be a better person..

Words cannot say express about this experience really is... Camera captures everything....